You Don't Need a Man, but You Want One!

You like having a guy in your life, and overall, you prefer not to be single. You won't go out with a guy out of desperation.. you rather be alone. However, when you're single, you do tend to obsess a little over dating. Because no matter how good your single life is, it's better with a great guy around.

Do You Need a Man?

AMYRTH

Lots of my friends do not know of my pen name Amyrth, only a few special people know. I have a different identity whenever I use this name. I can share all of my thoughts without hesitations, give constructive criticisms all I want to. I can enter different forums and give advices. Well, i can say that this is my cyber name, just like the pen names that our heroes used during the Spanish era, i.e., Dapit Hapon of Rafael Palma. Where does Amyrth came from? I used to read the Bible whenever I have free time (i now call it pleasure time) , remember the gifts of the Three Wise Men to Jesus in Bethlehem, one of them is myrrh. It's used there as an embalming oil but it can be associated with incense and perfumes. It's like giving a scent to a rotting soul. It is said to be way more expensive than gold. During that time also, I got fascinated about Greek mythology, so why not give myrrh an ancient greek twist. Eureka!!!! I came up with Amyrth. Eversince, I use Amyrth to almost all web publications that I do. I'm so pissed with Carlos Agassi because aside from his rapping that totally sucks, his "nick name" sounds like mine, i just do not know the spelling, grrrr.... Anyways, there... that is the history of my cyber name :)

So cool!!!

While staring straight at the screen, hold up a finger in front of you, pointing to the ceiling. You should see two copies of your finger. Move your hand around until the two copies are floating over the two yin-yangs. Keep staring at the screen while doing this. Blink until you see one complete yin-yang with two dots. Or simply magpakaduling!! No cheating!!

PROCRASTINATION

Another work day.... There are so many lotsa things that I have and need to do, and here I am writing a nonsense entry. I want you to meet Ria, the other side of me.... the ever tamad side of me, not even near from the ever sipag Ms. Ria. I woke up around 9:00 am, my call time, went to office an hour late; it's a good thing that I stay somewhere near the office, let's say about 2-minute walk. Haay, I really don't feel like working today, I dont have the drive to work (not the thingy with 4 wheels). I no longer have the enthusiasm for what I am doing now. I need something to spice up my life a little bit, who says beer?! Give me some Ativan! Anyways, I have piles of things I need to finish now and i dont feel like doing it. I feel like writing, hahaha!!! I want to go out for a cup of coffee and a read a good book, or anything but listening to dictations of sh**-a** doctors and typing them down (I'd rather listen to my mom's nagging!). Waaaahhhhh, I'm bored to my veins!!! I need something new and I can't think of one. I am about to jog with Kyle later this afternoon, maybe it can hype me up. Draw some endorphins to my system (the happy hormone) and relieve me of my stressful life. Yes, that is the exact word, I am stressed! And when I am stressed I get fat, and when I get fat I get depressed!!! I am depressed! This is going nowhere, I have tons of work to do, and I need to do it fast. Pity me, I need an overhaul.

Puppy Love....

Weekend spells movie marathon. not really so much of a marathon, I only watched like 2 1/2 movies last night and another 2 1/2 movies this morning. The movie that stands out is Little Manhattan. I remember the days when I was at their age,, and yes! I have a puppy love and who doesn't have!!! Then... there was an imaginary border between boys and girls. We, the cool girls, chat about everything and just chat, we do some girls' stuff sometimes, and the oh-so-yucky-boys are there playing texts, habulan, and everything under the sun (literally!!!) and they are oh-so-mabaho-with-sweat during the class after break. Girls do not talk to boys, and vice versa, because it is the way it should be. But there is this one guy in my class, I just can't remember his name, and he is so mabango. Of course, I did not tell my friends that I have a crush on him because it is just not so cool. We see each other after class, and everything just feels like heaven. I was in grade 4 or 5 I think. He even climbs a macopa tree and we'll eat tons of macopa on the roof till our stomach aches, hahaha. A kiss on my cheek means so much then. The school year ends and I never saw him again. His friends say that he moves to another school and it all ends there. It's funny how kids love. We adults always say it is nothing serious, but it is something that will affect the rest of their lives, mostly remembered. How i envy kids because they love without restrictions, inhibitions. They share what they have and accepts what they dont have. How they treasure every single moment that they are together, not worrying about tomorrow and not bothered about yesterday. Leaving what the society calls in the name of love... wow... I am an adult now,,, all I can do is just to wish to be a child again.