ME anniversary

Wow! It has been a year that I have been single, squeaky clean. No flirt buddies, fuck buddies, but just love buddies who are my very bestest friends. I never thought i could make it. As everyone knows I have never been emotionally available since the first time I have had a guy in my life, which was 7 effin years ago. I always crave for somebody, is it sexual dependence?! hahaha. From the bad breakup that I had, I told myself that I need not a rebound guy. It would be unfair to both of us. Am I ready now? I cant tell. When the time that my singlehood time lapses, admirers and date proposals keep pouring. I am not boasting but I think it is my pheromones working, or is it God's? Why not? Right now I must admit that I am seeing a guy for about a month now. I enjoy his company. His family and friends are nice to me. He is very honest with his feelings for me. But one thing I do not understand is the fact that he has a girlfriend and I do not know what his plans about it. The three of us works in the same office so that makes things complicated. This is the reason why I HATE office romance and wants to stay away from it as much as possible. *sigh* But I already made it clear to him that nothing will go on between us while he is in a relationship with somebody else, who the hell wants that?! I dont seek thrill that much. Right now, my friends and I keep on drinking. It is just fun to let the alcohol flow down our esophagus and eventually our brains, hahaha. We are not sad, we are actually happy that we are together. We have different issues of our own and we go through that together. If I think about it, we are friends for about 1 year and half now, and Im enjoying every minute of it. This I know will last!