Wish List of a Desperate Chistmas Tree- continuation

The christmas tree is standing in the sala pondering what does she have around her. She is surrounded by toys, balls, angels, lights but something is still missing. She have been wondering what that is. The kids have stopped playing around her, and the oldies have finished watching their late nights movies, bur she still can not decipher what does she wants. A kid came down the stairs, putting a box of cookies and a glass of milk by the side table. The cookies asked the glass of milk and the glass of milk asked the christmas tree. The christmas tree told them what she was thinking. the glass of milk made her think again and again because the christmas tree seems to have everything in her. One by one, she thinks of what is on her branches. The toy cellphone, computer, house, a nice bed, shoes, clothes are there. The ball kyle, bobby, aila, lax, iris, lhen, ghie, grace, sherie, and other rainbow-colored balls that surrounds her. Angel mommy, daddy, kuya ross, kuya willy, ate riza, and ate linda are also there. The lights of good job, nice family, great friends, great people, inspiring people, are also there. But what seems to be missing?! And then Santa Claus came, grabbing the milk and the cookies on the table. The cookies again asked the milk and the milk asked Santa Claus what does the Christmas Tree seems to be missing. Santa Claus told the christmas tree that she should stop looking for what's surrounding her. She spend so much time looking at her branches. The cookies at last had the courage to shout "Look at the top!" The tree felt something was missing at the top of her, she misses a Star. Santa Claus put the cookies and milk back to the table and pour all the things inside his bag and look for something that would fit the tip of christmas tree. There is a big star that is full of diamonds and plated with gold. This star was too heavy for the christmas tree and it soon fell to the ground. Santa Claus pull out another star but it seems so frail that the wind might blew it over and is covered by the long branches of the christmas tree. The Santa Claus can no longer offer her any stars and told her that the time will come. Santa Claus put the gifts on the floor, ate the cookies, drunk the milk, and left. Christmas tree was again alone. The sun is out. Rays reflecting through her branches. And a blinding light strikes her balls. She looked at where that blinding light was coming from. She is wondering who might have put it there. She saw a 5-pointed star above her with so much.... TO BE CONTINUED........

Another Christmas chaluva!!!! from a desperate christmas tree...

Christmas is for children, presents to give away, simbang gabi, thanking jesus christ, and et cetera. But why everytime christmas time comes, singles are always on the hot seat of pity. People looks at us with disgust. Is it our fault that the right guy for us has not passed our way? Is it our fault that we are much focused with our careers because of the economic crisis? Is it our fault that we think we deserve someone better than the one who is around us? Well, the answer is a a heffalump YES!!!! It is all my fault! I am too cynic. i do not see the good in people before i give up on them. I do not expose my self. I don't go out. I rarely mingle but with my friends. I am the only one to blame. Love will not just come my way. It need a little help from me and the phenomena of DESTINY! but i am the sailor of my own ship, and the master of my own destiny! In other words, I WILL STILL BE RESPONSIBLE FOR EVERYTHING and no benefit of the doubt that we are not destined to be with each other, maybe the wind has not brought him to me, or blah..blah..blah..so on and so forth. I am just a christmas tree who have different colored balls around, several twinkling lights that brighten me, angels hanging on my twigs, gifts on my floor, but i am missing something...... a star that will make everything right. Maybe it is just out there on top of another christmas tree, or it was just being manufactured, or at the department store, or who knows it is just at the attic waiting to be discovered. All i have to do is discover..... MERRY CHRISTMAS TIIS!!! (TangIna I'm Single)

INSPIRASYON....

Ano nga ba ang buhay kung wala siya? Hindi nga ba iikot ang mundo? Marahil siya ang iyong nanay, tatay, kuya, ate, bunso, boypren, girlpren, kaibigan, aso, pusa, isda, kahit ano, kahit sino. Pero pano nga ba kung wala siya. Ano na ang ibig sabihin ng buhay? Ano na ang halaga ng buhay? Sa tuwing nawawala ang inspirasyon, pilit akong naghahanap ng panibago. Panibagong paglalaanan ng aking pinaghihirapan. Ngunit ano nga ba ang aking hinahanap, isang inspirasyon na di malayong kaparehas din ng dati. Bago nga ba ito o isang lumang inspirasyon na nilagyan ng bagong dekorasyon... bagong ilong, bagong mata, bagong bibig. Dekorasyong binigyan ng bagong kahulugan ang inspirasyon. Suportang dating nararanasan at suportang wala sa dati. Inaabangan din sa paggising sa umaga ngunit nagbibigay ng kakaibang sinag ng araw. Nasasabik sa bawat pagkakataon na magkita ngunit bagong karanasan ang nagaabang. Marahil bago na rin siyang maitatawag...

50 things i want to do and have before 50

There are several stuff that i want to do and i want to have before i die, from the simplest to the extreme, some are weird, some seems impossible, some seems ridiculous. I hope that I will be able to fulfill all these.

1. The right husband for me. (who doesn't want one? someone to grow old with..)
2. Cute daughters and sons. (and little apos. WAIT! I am thinking too advance!)
3. I should have learned how to love wholly, unselfishly, unconditionally
4. All of the people who did something bad against me are forgiven
5. All of the people whom i did something bad to should've forgiven me
6. I wanna go scuba diving and play with fishes
7. Sky diving and play on the clouds.
8. Go bunjee jumping (the heights really scares the hell out of me)
9. Finishing all the rides in enchanted kingdom (it's a good start)
10. After that, Disneyland Hongkong
11. Before that, I should have a life insurance (just in case the bolts went loose, knock, knock, knock)
12. I have a car
13. before that , i should learn how to drive
14. I have a house
15. I own a coffee house that looks like an old burger joint or bistro with blue and pink lights (old school)
16. I wanna go hunting
17. I wanna learn tennis
18. I wanna learn boxing
19. I wanna learn how to make a garden (i dont have a green thumb)
20. I should have plenty of dogs
21. I should have survived the Ang Hang restaurant or the like
22. I should learn yoga
23. I go to the gym regularly
24. I've been to at least three countries
25. I should have learned how to stay and be satisfied with a single thing

It's hard to think for the 25 more, maybe i need another 25 years to fill that up... Maybe that time i have decided what the precious 25 would be :)