Another Christmas chaluva!!!! from a desperate christmas tree...

Christmas is for children, presents to give away, simbang gabi, thanking jesus christ, and et cetera. But why everytime christmas time comes, singles are always on the hot seat of pity. People looks at us with disgust. Is it our fault that the right guy for us has not passed our way? Is it our fault that we are much focused with our careers because of the economic crisis? Is it our fault that we think we deserve someone better than the one who is around us? Well, the answer is a a heffalump YES!!!! It is all my fault! I am too cynic. i do not see the good in people before i give up on them. I do not expose my self. I don't go out. I rarely mingle but with my friends. I am the only one to blame. Love will not just come my way. It need a little help from me and the phenomena of DESTINY! but i am the sailor of my own ship, and the master of my own destiny! In other words, I WILL STILL BE RESPONSIBLE FOR EVERYTHING and no benefit of the doubt that we are not destined to be with each other, maybe the wind has not brought him to me, or blah..blah..blah..so on and so forth. I am just a christmas tree who have different colored balls around, several twinkling lights that brighten me, angels hanging on my twigs, gifts on my floor, but i am missing something...... a star that will make everything right. Maybe it is just out there on top of another christmas tree, or it was just being manufactured, or at the department store, or who knows it is just at the attic waiting to be discovered. All i have to do is discover..... MERRY CHRISTMAS TIIS!!! (TangIna I'm Single)