At the office...

Oh well, I am bored from doing things to keep me not bored. Imagine yourself doing nothing for half of the day in the office, looking for productive and unproductive things to do but you just cant find any? And you do it not just in one day but for the entire week, entire month, or more or less the entire year?! I'm a very, very lazy person, and I am now lazy to be lazy. I can't even think of something good to write in here and I am just babbling and babbling and babbling and more babbling. You know what, I'm suddenly irritated with the people around me. I just don't know. I'm feeling again of not talking to anyone and a buddy is just enough. I guess I watch too much House, MD that keeps me feeling like this or maybe I just dont like the people around me. Well, why will I not like them? They did not do anything bad against me (I guess), they just irritate me a whole lot. Like I want to do gestures (e.g., talk to the hand MF loser! something like that) just to keep them off my face. Well, I just keep quiet to stop myself from doing that, but sometimes I just snap, when people are pushing me. My mouth moves faster than my neurons, asking afterwards "Did I just say that?!" It just pisses me! And now I am whining and whining and whining and more whining.