I made a letter for the Guy.
I have decided that I will be sending it today. And I did. After the mail has rotted in the drafts of my account for almost a month, I finally had the courage to send it. I have thought about it carefully, numerous times! I finally decided to send it today, at exactly 8:00 PM because he is in Baguio right now, and he will not think of reading his emails over the weekend and I still have time to change my number. I need to change my number, I don't trust myself. I don't want history to repeat itself and get back with him. I know for sure that when he talks to me right at this moment, my heart will soften again and the hope that everything will be better will rise up again. The funny part is when I am about to send him the mail, my computer crashes. Good thing I have a backup computer. My plan succeeded after all. It is final now. I have finally broken up with him. This is not the end of a season. This is the end of the whole series of our relationship. I still do not know what lies ahead. I need to be ready to create a new book of my life. But I need a spin off. I need to prepare myself.
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